The more days, that have turn to weeks, just make me more and more depressed. And I gradually realize more and more, that I don’t belong in Colorado. And no, I’m not saying I belong in some place like New York to be famous… But I belong back home. The Home I know so well. I keep getting sick, off and on, and at first I blamed it on the climate change after I got back. But the more I kept getting sick, the more I understand. No, I’m not desperately wishing for summer.. but I’m wishing for a home and family. and the home I know and love best. I miss those people. I feel like the past couple weeks have really opened my eyes. I love the few friends that I have, but lets face it, things don’t last forever and the greatest friend I have is leaving me, not too far, yet. And if it were up to me, I’d move back in a heart beak, and never ever look back. but no, now that my mother has a new, higher paying job, there’s a very slim chance. Plus, she’s content. But UGH, how I want to get out of here. It’s not that I don’t belong, I just can’t breath.
I will NEVER understand those people who constantly bully others mentally and/or physically ALL THE FUCKING TIME. But then, they talk about how much they’re against it and post things about it. You’re not a good person for doing so. It doesn’t make you look nicer than you really are. It works exactly like makeup does. All though makeup can only give you so much beauty, everyone can or has seen the real you. so for all of the boys OR girls who do that, you are huge fucking hypocrites. Learn and love. Don’t judge so quickly because soon enough, when you give all your bitchiness up, no one will be there to pick you up when you fall and it will just be you against the world.
(Source: electriccfeel)